Soleilmavis' Story ( Aug 2002-- Jul 2003)

Soleilmavis's story(Aug 2002--Jul 2003)

(2006/7/9)

I believe in God. I believe that these groups of people who have been using Remote Mind Control/Directed Energy Weapons to abuse and torture us are real Evil Spirits.

Since 2002, I have been telling them: "If you can drop down your weapons, you will go to Heaven". "But you will go to Hell if you continue using your weapons to abuse and torture". 

Torturers had been using their Remote Mind Control/Directed Energy Weapons to open a door to Hell.

For the past few years, while we were suffering from the terrible abuses and tortures, the whole world was also suffering too: terrible natural disasters; Terrorist violence; Plagues; Economics problems, etc.

I wish everyone knows the terrible torture that we have been suffering, as well as to be aware that the whole world has been suffering with us together in times of the disasters that I have mentioned.

All the evil followers who have been using Remote Mind Control Weapons/Directed Energy Weapons to torture and harass us must be sentenced to jail according to law.

Aug 2002

On 4th August, I received my passport with visa attached from New Zealand Immigration in Beijing. I asked the cleaner to come to help me to clean the house. I contacted the House owner and let them checked the house. On 5th August, the cleaner sent me off to the airport and I bought an air ticket to Auckland.

I was traveling again. During these few months, I traveled a lot so as to escape from their tortures, but in vain.

I told myself:" Life is a journey. Just don´t lost hope! Don´t care what they are talking about. There will be one day that I will meet some Samaritans in the World who would say:" Don´t worry, I will help you, and we love you. You will have a good life."

It only took me 2 days to leave Shanghai after I received my passport. Those voices did not imagine it. After the airplane flew to the sky, they stopped torturing and harassing me. At the Hong Kong airport, once again I heard their voices:" Another lady has already died." This news really frightened me.

I felt a bit tired. Most of the time, I liked the departure feeling whenever I took an airplane. Flying in the sky, looking at the clear white clouds and beautiful blue sky from the window; I felt so near to Heaven.

I pray to God:" God, will I die?" God says:" No. You are not going to die; you are going to be raised up. You will never die." I ask God:" Why could human beings be so evil?" God says:" You are my beloved girl!" I say:" They also want to kill me." God says:" Don´t get involved with them. Don´t listen to them!"

On the airplane to Auckland, I wrote a letter to United Nations again. First of all, I wish to let them know that I was in New Zealand, and I was in danger because these groups of people had been trying ways to destroy my life. Secondly, I wanted to let them know that I call for one world goal to initiate peace, love, and clean environment.

I arrived Auckland on 7 Aug 2002; those voices did not torture and harass me. This is the first time I came to New Zealand after a long period of terrible torturing and harassment, and to my greatest surprise the harassment stopped. I felt the sky is so clean and the air is so refreshing. I booked a night at Mercure Hotel and after taking a shower, I went to a shop to buy some CDs. After that, I changed 265 China Yuan to New Zealand Dollars (1 New Zealand Dollar=5.6338 China Yuan).

On the second day, I found an apartment to stay.

On 9 August 2002, I went to buy a Brother 645 fax machine. The next few days, I tried to search for a cheaper and quieter house to stay. I had gone to quite a few houses to take a look, but I could not rent a place.

Everyday, I stayed in my room quietly and watched TV and read books. I never talked to anyone who stayed in this apartment. Once a day, cleaners would come to clean the house but I never talked to them. The manager of the Department would write a note to me when they wanted to collect the money.

The reason that I come to New Zealand was to escape from those wireless weapons torturing and harassment. I was still very weak then. Those people were very cruel and inhuman. God tells me:" Don´t talk to them; don´t listen to them; don´t quarrel with them." "You just need to be good!" "Don´t have to know who they are." "Close your eyes; Close your ears; close your heart." "I will stay with you!"

God stays with me. God protects me. When those devil spirits come to me, God holds me. When I was in Australia, I didn´t see clearly of any person's face who were around me or visited me. I didn´t have to know who they were, what they have talked about, or what they had been doing. I had reported this to the Australia Police and United Nations, and I felt that all government should take the responsibility to search for those criminals and sentenced them to imprisonment.

I just need to concentrate on what I was doing.

One day I went shopping, I bought some books and a dictionary. My electronic dictionary was stolen; I had to buy another dictionary. I took a taxi and asked the driver to send me to the biggest book store. Upon reaching there, I stood in front of the bookshelves, a book purposely put in such a way to draw to my attention which titled" long walk to freedom!"  God always used his special ways to let me know that there would be much harder journey that I had to walk through. God always uses his special way to let me know how much hard work I need to do to strive for some treasures in my life.

Freedom! Yes, Freedom! Freedom is one of the most valuable treasures in our life!

Freedom without civility, freedom without the ability to live in peace was not true freedom at all. --------Nelson Mandela

Torturers started to remote torture and harass me again on the second week during my stay in New Zealand. My legs and back were in serious pain. I had to lie down on the bed. Their voices sounded like coming from upstairs room 904, I even believed that they actually stayed upstairs. P comes to visit me and takes my passport. He was going to help me sent my passport to New Zealand Immigration Office to get the visa chopped.

I lied down on the bed and was too weak to do anything. I coughed miserably. Their souls are controlled by Satan with no love feelings inside their mind and heart. These torturers were very cruel and inhumane.

I decided to work hard for my One World goal. My body could not move, but my brain is still working well. I wrote this down: one world is a ship from God. We only have one earth; we need to protect our earth.

I don´t want to set up an organization which called one world, but only want to initiate an idea, a thought. I told the people around me:" Don't join me, join the legal parties."

Maybe there is only one person who works for one world, maybe there is more; 100, 1000, 1000000. But as far as I am concern even if there is only one person—me who is working hard for one world, I will continue.

Sep 2002

I keep quiet, following Jesus Christ´s words:" Close your eyes to them, close your ears to them, close your mouth to them, close your heart to them. Be Far away from them. Don´t involve with them."

These devil spirits always make me cry. But God always can use his way to make me happy, to make me smile.

I really feel the real cold. This is a war against torture and fight for freedom. This war doesn´t relate to politics; to economics; to religions; nor personal relationships. It is a war between God spirit and Devil spirit.

I watched TV everyday to know what is happening in the world. Mostly I watch CNN or DWTV, Trangle Televisions. I have only a one year of promise with those who would like to initiate one world spirit with me together. One world is not an organization, it is a cause. Everyone can join us to initiate this good spirit. Everyone can quit if they don´t like us. Everyone work for one world as Volunteers.

I work very hard. On 17 April, I say to them:" Yes, I can be the leader and initiate my goals to everyone." I write down the main goals of initiation:-

(1) Environment development

(2) Peace

(3) One world love

(4) Education

(5) Police cooperation

(6) Economics

(7) Good moral refinement

(8) Protect traditions and cultures

We only have one earth. We love each other, we respect each other.

We are the same regardless of races; religions; skin colors; classes; rich or poor; nobles or peasants; and nations.

We will build trust, build confidence, build love, build care, build faith, build dreams, and build mutual understanding.

Personally, the only thing I can do is to work hard despite the devil spirits torturing and harassing. I have to lie on the bed everyday. But I don´t want anyone´s money. I am also fasting. I eat fruits, vegetables, and breads.

I don´t know how many people were actually involved. But even if there is only myself who is working for one world. I will continue to do so. It is about a promise to myself. Besides working hard for one world, I also read some books everyday.

I wish that there will be someone who can come to help me to stop mind control weapons torturing and harassment.

These evil spirits laughed at me everyday, shouting:" cheers! I don´t like her. She is a waste, she is evil one. She is useless. She is just a player. We have lots of fun. She is funny. Dirty team. Dirty high. Dirty her. Meaningless. No one wants her."

I didn´t feel angry with them; in fact I had been trying to help them. When I was in Australia, I told them this:" If you can drop down your weapons, I would tell other people that it is my own will to let them do the human experiment."  I tried to convince them, that if they can drop down their weapons before 31 Dec 2002, I will forgive them. But they never did.

They even say:" If she can die for us, we will worship her."

October 2002

P sent me a letter and told me that Immigration requires a secured job in New Zealand for getting the PR. I didn´t report my electronic torturing and harassing case to New Zealand police officers. But I was still tortured and harassed by the remote mind control weapons cruelly. I could not even look for a job.

I didn´t know whether there would be someone who would come to help me. But if there was no one who can help me to settle this problem, then before I can win my lawsuit, I have to face some loss in my life.

I work hard, even my body could not move, but my brain still could.

Nov 2002

"Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart." ---Colossians 3-23

On 1 Nov 2002, I write down 9 essential qualities for a leadership:

(1)     High view, high goals.

(2)     Not selfish, Take the situation as a whole into consideration

(3)     Good moral, love care and respect everyone.

(4)     Diligence and act with caution

(5)     Responsibility

(6)     Love your enemies like loving your friends

(7)     Don´t desire for money and power

(8)     Never give up. Always look the bright side of everything

(9)   &  One heart, one world.

I stayed inside my room everyday, only once or twice a month, I went to the supermarket to buy some food.

Dec 2002

Dec 2002, I received my new passport from China embassy in Auckland (because my old passport expired). And I sent my new passport to New Zealand immigration to extend my work permit. 

I had been trying hard to peace talk with those voices. I asked them to drop down their weapons. But they never did.

On 24 Dec 2002, Christmas eve, I sat alone at the window and looked outside the sky, I was very sad after a long time of torturing and harassment. I suffered terribly during the whole year 2002. I ask God:" Why could human being become so bad and cruel?" God does not reply. I see a black cloud cluster suddenly appear in the left side of the very fine sky and fill in all the sky within 5 minutes. and it started raining. Tears rolled down from my eyes. Since then I suffered even more from the remote mind control weapons torture and harassment. When I was crying, it often rained.  When I was crying, God was crying too. The rain must be the tears of God, God is crying for me. Enormous gratitude is filling in my heart slowly. A feeling of happiness grows in my heart, I know God loves me. 

After 10 minutes, the sky is clearing up again, I see a piece of white cloud appears ahead in the sky, and the shape of the cloud looks like the first letter of my name.

"Jesus is real, the love I can feel. When I feel that I can not go on, he is right here to be with me." When the terrible sufferings strike me; when the sadness drown me; I always repeat this word in my mind.

Dec 2002, I initiate everyone including those "voices" and torturers: "drop down your weapons"; "Clean up your past, start your new life."

I wish everyone, no matter what they have done in the past, but if they can correct their mistakes, God will give everyone a chance to have future. For these group very cruel fascists, if they can drop down their weapons, I will forgive them, and help them to have a dream for future.

Since 2002, I have been keeping telling them: If you can drop down your weapons, you will go to Heaven. But they will go to Hell if they keep using their weapons to abuse and torture. 

I had only 12 New Zealand dollar left in my bag at the end of December 2002. I borrow NZ$500. I wrote some letters to let some people know about my suffering and wished that they could help me through this very difficult period. I also wished some kind-hearted people would donate some money to help me."

At the end of Dec 2002, I also wrote a letter to United Nations:-

(1) To tell them what happened to me during this period of time,

(2) To let them know my initiation for one world,

(3) To let them know I will resign as a leader which call for one world and initiate one world spirit.

(4) to let them know that I initiate:" clean up the past, start new life." And if these torturers can drop down their weapons, I would like to forgive them and wish they have new dreams for their life.

Jan 2003

On Jan, I didn´t have enough money to stay in this expensive apartment. I shifted to a place where the rental fee was cheaper. It was only a room with one bed and I didn´t have my own TV. But I still felt happy, because this room was on top of a high building, I could sit on top of the building and see the sky. But most of my time, I still lie down on the bed, and I coughed. The pain was unbearable. I listened to CD and studied French while lying down on the bed.

I stayed in this room for only 2 weeks and had to shift to another place. During Jan 2003, I shifted 3 times.

Feb 2003

I shifted to a small bed-breakfast accommodation. It was located at a very quiet place and I stayed in a very small room. This hotel had a back balcony enclosed by trees and bushes. The hotel had a lot of books for guests to read. .Everyday, I sat in the balcony to read books. My parent sent me some money enough for one month rental fee.

It was around 15 minutes walk to a supermarket, but my leg was painful.

Once a week, I would take a taxi to go to the supermarket to buy some food.

The torturers started to "inject dreams" to my brain while I slept at night. Not everyday, but once a week they would "inject dreams" at night or few times a week "injecting thoughts" to my brain.

The pain was beyond words to describe when they "inject dreams", while they inject dreams to my brain, they also also tried to control my emotion to make me feel painful, shame, angry and despair.

The first time they "injected dreams" to my brain, I could not sleep well for the whole night, a lot of terrible and bad "dreams", like they forced me to watch a terrible and bad film. The next morning, after I got up from the bed, I wrote down a piece of paper and pasted it on the wall:

(1) You must believe in God faithfully, when you need help, you know where you can get help--Pray to God.

(2) God only helps those who want to help themselves. God is patient and forgiving.

(3) God made everyone perfect. But those bad people, they made themselves bad. God's love is real--clean up your past, start your new life.

(4) We are living in One World. We only have one earth, we need protect our earth.

(5) Satan devil spirit is powerful, when he comes to you, you need to say: Go away!

(6) God did not make Satan; Satan turned himself from angel to Satan (devil).

(7) Everyone needs to have thankful mind. Love, care and respect each other.

(8) Make dreams; make plans for your life. Never give up following your dreams.

(9) You have the potential more than you can expect.

(10)Honor your father and your mother.

I also wrote a letter to the United Nations to complain about the remote mind control torturing and harassment.

The voices keep torturing and harassing me, they say:" She is useful to us!" "She is a mirror; all her thoughts are a reflection of our speaking." "She can work for us."

I told them this:" If you want me to work for you, you must pay me USD35 millions in advance to my bank account." "If you keep torturing and harassing me, you are committing a crime, you will be sentenced to jail according to law. And you must pay me USD2million per year for compensating my mental and material losses." but I knew they will not pay me.

Drawing a rose in every piece of paper I have in my hands had become a hobby of mine. If I drew a rose on a cardboard, I would cut the rose with a scissor, and made it to be a bookmark, and put in inside the book which I was reading. I also cut a rose and paste it on the window, everyday, while I was looking outside from window, I could see a rose blooming on my window.

Mar 2003

I shifted to a new place which was located at the beach, and it was much cheaper. I liked it very much since the first time I saw the place. It was a two-storey house with a small garden which faced the sea. It was only about 10 meters between the front door of the house and the coast. The wall of the Coast was made by wood which was about 1.5 meters high. High tide was at 12am, midnight; when the water was about 100cm high. When it was high tide, sitting on the coast wall, I could touch the sea water with my hands.

I did't have any money left when I shifted to this house, I told the house owner that I would give him money after a while, he agreed. I had to wait for my parents to send me money from China. This was the first time I asked money from my parents for the past 10 years. My parents didn´t know what happened to me, but I was sure that they could not understand that such terrible crimes would happen in this world. They worried my situation and worried my health.

Everyday, I sat on the beach and kept quiet; never talked to anybody.

On 8 March, I found a rose in the small garden. The leaves were dried and the rose bud was also almost dried. I prayed to God:" God, I want this rose."  That night, it rained for the whole night. Next morning, I suddenly found that rose blossoms with a very clear water drop on it; it was so fresh, it was so resplendent. Tears rolling in my eyes, I hear a voice:" God loves you!"

Most of the nights, I liked to sit on the beach and watched the sky. Looking up straight in the sky, there were three very bright small stars; well lay out in the sky. I thought that I must be the middle one, J (the lady whom the torturers said that she had been suffering from these kinds of weapons torturing and harassment and torturers said she had already died during 2002) belongs to the "left". Another lady (whom torturers told me she was also suffering from these weapons torturing and harassment) belongs to the "right".

I did't have money for food. For the whole week, I only took a few breads. Sometimes, I ate at the beach and watched the small fishes and crabs, I always shared a little bit of my breads with them.

I received some money from my parents after one week. I paid the rental fees, but at the end of the second week, the house owner asked me to shift to another place.

I shifted to another much cheaper place on 19 March 2003. It was a very nice place, a two-storey apartment with a back yard and a gully behind it. There were some trees on the slope of the gully and a small stream running at the bottom of the gully.

I called a taxi to buy some food at a supermarket once a week, Most of daytimes; I lied down on the sofa and watched TV. In the morning or evening, I liked to sit at the bank of the small stream. The water was very clear.

There was one more room next to my room. Those invoices still kept on harassing me days and nights, they sounded so near, liked coming from the next room. If I sat at the bank of the small stream, those voices sounded like from a nearby house.

What kind of monsters are they? They say:" Nothing changed here!" They tortured and harassed me 24 hours and it lasted 8 months. They said they also tortured and harassed another girl till "She died!"

How horrible things it is. But this is real.

How horrible they are! But a lot of people support them. They always say:" Nobody will be in charge!" 

How horrible and cruel they are! But more and more people feel so happy to cover them. I really don´t want to hear their voices, to see their faces, to involve with them.

I used to lose my confidence, because I could not find any help to stop them. So I rely on God. I am full of confidence to Jesus Christ. God is father, father is love. Father is the one, even you come out from jail; and everyone look down on you, Father will open the door for you and prepare full table delicious dishes for you.

I work for one world with my full heart. Even for these monsters, I also would like to love them. During Jan 2002 to March 2002, I told them if they can drop down their weapons, I can tell other people that it is my own will to let them use my body to practice their new weapons.

During April 2002 to Dec 2002, I told them to come to join me to initiate one world goals, if they could drop down their weapons; I could forgive them and helped them to have new dreams in their life.

I really wished love will work out, not power, not money, just love and kindness. But I was wrong, they never dropped down their weapons.

I felt very tired of those voices and even complaint twice to the next door neighbors, and asked them to speak with a low voice.

On 28 March 2003, I received a letter from P, he said that New Zealand Immigration declined my work permit and could not give me Permanent Residence, because such a long time since I arrived New Zealand (8 months), I was not able to secure any employment. On 1 April 2003, I faxed this letter to United Nations.

I told P that I would leave New Zealand within 7 days.

I pasted a paper on the wall:-

Tell yourself that:-

"I am perfect!  I have dreams!  I am kind!  I am upright!  I am trustworthy!  I am confidence!  I am faithful!  I am loyal!  I am filial !  I am understanding!"

Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart!

Always try to help everyone around you! Smile to them!

Read at least 10 very good books every year!

Do it for one year, and after one year.

There is a Chinese archaism "Treat your enemies and suffering with a loving mother´s heart". I always wish these group people would drop down their weapons and never to bring suffering to other people. I also wish them to have a good future. But I want to ask them:" How do you treat your mother?" "Maybe you are much clever than your mother, or you can earn more money than your mother, or you are much capable than your mother. ---But you must love, have filial piety and respect your mother."

These people regard kindness and forgiving as weak and incompetent.

These people made new fascist concentration camp. I fought for human rights and freedom with whatever my capability I have, but they will come to destroy my freedom.

These people did´t allow you to dream for your future. They said:" You ask too much from the world." So they wanted take everything away from my life.

These people remained unconcern when they saw I was suffering. Where is human being´s love in their heart?

Love is only useful only when we live in the world. Why they never think about this. They always like to say:" Useless!´ If love is useless, what is useful to this world?

They say:" Her story of love is totally funny."

I feel so strange that these torturers are very interested in bringing suffering to other people´s life.

During the time I stayed in New Zealand, I seldom involved with other people. But those taxi drivers were very kind. Some drivers were Indians; some were Chinese; some were westerners; some were middle-east people; some were even from Philippines, and African. They were very kind to me. They droved me around and helped me look for accommodation and carried my luggages to each place and only charged me very little money. One day an Indian driver droved me around Auckland to look for accommodation for the whole morning. But he only charged me NZ$ 25.

April 2003

On 3rd Apr 2003, I called a taxi and shifted to a small hotel which was near the airport.

I stayed in the small hotel for 2 days. Torturers stop torturing and harassing me after I shift to this hotel. I liked to walk around those very quiet residence areas. Sometimes, I even sat down at some houses´ in front garden and took a rest. I booked an air ticket to China and I also read the Bible which was provided by the hotel.

I told a story to those voices who harassed me. "If a beautiful girl is taking a bath in her bathroom, but forgotten to close the curtains, what will you do? Some one would stand there and pretend to look around the beautiful scenes, but his eyes take furtive glances at the girl; someone would take out his telescope and focus on the girl immediately; someone would turn his eyes to other places. You shall be the last one."

I appreciate those who had been trying to help me while I stayed in New Zealand. And I wrote down on a piece of paper for those kind-hearted people.

"Matthew 25-34 Then shall the King say unto them on his right hand, Come, ye blessed of my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world:

35 For I was an hungred, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in:

36 I was Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me.

37 Then shall the righteous answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, and fed [thee]? or thirsty, and gave [thee] drink?

38 When saw we thee a stranger, and took [thee] in? or naked, and clothed [thee]?

39 Or when saw we thee sick, or in prison, and came unto thee?

40 And the King shall answer and say unto them, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done [it] unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done [it] unto me.

41 Then shall he say also unto them on the left hand, Depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and his angels:

42 For I was an hungred, and ye gave me no meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me no drink:

43 I was a stranger, and ye took me not in: naked, and ye clothed me not: sick, and in prison, and ye visited me not.

44 Then shall they also answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, or athirst, or a stranger, or naked, or sick, or in prison, and did not minister unto thee?

45 Then shall he answer them, saying, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye did [it] not to one of the least of these, ye did [it] not to me.

46 And these shall go away into everlasting punishment: but the righteous into life eternal

On 5th Apr 2003, I flew to China. Even there were some mistakes, such as they wrote my passport "Korea Passport" when I took my air-tickets. But it did not trouble me

I stayed in Hong Kong for one night and I arrived China on the next morning. My mom picked me up at the airport. The voices did not harass me when I arrived Qingdao. Qingdao airport was a very small airport. On the way home, I was thinking how to explain my story -- A group of people used high technologies to remotely read my mind, torture and harass me 24 hours a day, 7 days a week.

I was afraid that they would harm my parents too. I was thinking to stay alone. My dad had a small house in the mountain, and I could stay there. But my parents did´t allow me to stay in that house in the mountain. They even asked me:" Why do you want to stay far away from home? Do you have AIDS?"  I said to them:" I was sick for a long time."

They brought me to the hospital; But doctors could not find any reason that could cause my leg pain. My parents were happy that I did´t have AIDS and I did´t have other diseases.

Within 2 weeks after my home arrival, they started to torture and harass me again. I stayed in my own room and did´t want to come out. I tried to explain to my parents that some terrorists were following me and trying to destroy my life. I tried to let them know that my legs were in pain. My parents asked me:" Where are these terrorists, can you show us one of them?"

Of course, I can not show mom any of them; I don´t even know where these terrorists are. My mom brought me to the hospital. Finally the doctor made a decision: "There is no other reason which can cause her legs pain. And according to her behavior, she likes to be alone. She always kept herself in her own room. And her pain comes from non pathology reason. She must have mental problem. Her pain is neuroticism neuralgia."

I really didn´t know how to explain to my parents. So I writed a letter to United Nations and wished that they can help.

May 2003—July 2003

I did not have too much stuff left when I came to China. All my jewelleries, my electronic products, even some of my clothes were stolen. I knew that they could surveillance me through mind reading technologies 24 hours a day and I could not even hide myself; of course I would not hide anything. The only very important thing I brought back to China was dozens of papers which I had written down my thoughts, my initiations, and my stories since Dec 2001.

I decided to use three months to talk about the God spirit with voices. I talked 5 topics with them:

(1) Faith is very important in our life.

(2)  The purpose of our life is to experience love; to experience how to be a good person; to experience work hard to make all your dreams come to truth.

(3)Be a light to other people´s life.

(4) Clean up past, start their new life.

(5) There is no end in our life.

And I read some spirit books with them together.

I also told them:

(1)One world is initiating- everyone can do a small good thing everyday. I would like to lead them before December 2002, but after December 2002, they have to do a small good thing everyday by themselves.

(2) I only asked once from them to donate to me when I finished all my money and they were still keep torturing me and harassing me, I could not work to feed myself; other time, I asked them to donate their money to other poor people.

(3) I also asked them to join legal parties in the world. Because one world is not an organization, and I don´t intend to make it an organization. One world is only an ideology.

May 2003 to Jul 2003, I did´t come out my room for three months, and my mom sent the food to my room everyday. I told mom I have been fasting, mom only cooked vegetable for me.

At the end of July 2003, I found that my peace talk with those torturers were totally failure. They started to torture me even more cruel than before. And they started to insult me with no mercy.

They are in deed the real Devil Spirits.

Thank you and Best Regards!

Soleilmavis

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