Soleilmavis' Story ( Apr 2002--Aug 2002)

Soleilmavis's Story (Apr 2002---Aug 2002)

2006/7/9

I believe in God. And I believe these group people who have been using Remote Mind Control/Directed Energy Weapons to abuse and torture us are real Evil Spirit.

Since 2002, I have been telling them: "If you can drop down your weapons, you will be in the Heaven". "But you will be in the Hell if you keep using your weapons to abuse and torture".

Torturers had been using their Remote Mind Control/Directed Energy Weapons to open a door of the Hell.

For the past few years, while we were suffering from the terrible abuse and torture, the whole world was also suffering: terrible natural disasters; Terrorist voilences; Plagues; Economics problems.

I wish everyone know the terrible torture we have been suffering, and notice the whole world has been suffering with us together.

All the evil followers who have been using Remote Mind Control Weapons/Directed Energy Weapons to torture and harass us must be sentenced into jail according to law.

5 April 2002

Because of believing these voices would not lie to me now, I bring my luggage, call a taxi and go to airport. At a ticket office, I show my passport to a young lady and ask for an air ticket to USA, the lady looks at my passport carefully and says:" Yes, You don´t have to apply visa, trust me!" I hold the air ticket and passport to a check-in officer, I ask him very carefully:" They said my passport did not need visa to go to USA. Is it?" He lets me check-in and gives me boarding pass and says:" Yes, go to USA, you don´t have to apply visa."

Inside the airport, there are few people check my bag very careful, I ask them again:" They said that I did not need visa to go to USA, is it?" They say:" Yes."

I sit at the chair and waiting for the airplane for a very long time. Finally it is the boarding time. At the gate of the airplane, a man and a lady stop me; they say they have some questions want to ask me. They bring me to a small room. They only ask me few simple questions.

Ask:" What have you been doing in Melbourne?"

Answer"Study Master Degree."

Ask"Have you attended your classes?"

Answer "Of course!"

Ask: "Why do you go to America?"

Answer: "Go to see Doctor"

Ask: "Have you taken your medical leaves?"

Answer:" Yes."

Later someone bring my luggage to the small room. They say:" We must check your luggage." I ask:" Why?" They do not say anything, but open my luggage and check very carefully, even a small piece of paper. They take few of my telephone number books but finally return back to me. After they check all my things, and then tell me:" You can not go to USA, but you can go to Malaysia, Singapore, Holland or Hong Kong." Finally they change my ticket from Melbourne to Hong Kong to Amsterdam. After wait a long time, a lady brings my passport and air ticket, boarding pass, sends me to the airplane.

On the airplane, I feel so calm. I listen to my music and nobody disturbs me. Maybe in my deeply heart, I feel just very sad. I arrive to Hong Kong very soon, I want to change my boarding pass to Amsterdam, but 2 young boys don´t change for me, they feel very strange:" Why they give you an air ticket to Amsterdam, but you don´t have visa to Amsterdam." They photocopy my passport and air tickets and say that they must contact with the airline who issues the air tickets to me and ask me to have to stay in Hong Kong for 7 days.

I drag my small luggage and wondering a long time inside the airport. Those people who have been remotely torturing and harassing me are still there, their voices still can be heard. I feel very nasty.

Coming out the airport, I see my luggage. It was broken. I stay in the nearby Regal Hotel and go to buy another new luggage. I check my things, I lost one shoe, and 2 of my clothes were teared off. And some of my things disappeared.

I arrange someone to help me to send my old luggage back home. I go to USA Embassy in Hong Kong once, but the visa officer says:" You hold China passport, so you only can apply visa in Australia or China."

I don´t know how to do, everyday just walking around the airport, sometimes go to buy some things. My feet have 2 very big blisters; I buy some medicines and cure it very soon. One my way to buy bread, I meet a western man whose age is more than 50, he says:" I am looking for the executive." I tell him:" I can´t go with you." I want to go to China, but I meeta 40 plus years old Chinese man at the airport, he tells me:" They have arranged more people to fight you after you arrive to China. It is better not going to China now."

At dinner time, I meet 2 man, they say they are all 50 years old. One is from New York, One is from Sydney. They invite me for a dinner. They ask:" Where is your boy friend?" I tell them:" Don´t ask me, I also don´t know." They say:" Do you have his contact number?" I say:" No, I lost his contact number."

After dinner, I come back my room. I feel a bit awkward. But I go to bed and sleep very soon, and sleep very well. Next day in the morning, I get up late and go to buy 12 roses for myself. On the way back, I see an African around 40, He tells me:" You can go to Thailand!" "Yes, I can go to Thailand, because Thailand has visa on arrival."

Go back hotel, check out room, I go to buy air ticket to Thailand, inside the lift, a man tells me:" you can go to New Zealand."

The voices still harass me:" We have brought the Man here, you will have the wedding party in Hong Kong." I tell them:" You find the wrong person, He is not my boyfriend."

The voices said their rose was yellow and they organized together to make yellow coalition, they said:" We tortured her, we harassed her, we insulted her, If we destroyed her good life, good health and good future, we can waste one person to marry her as compensate for her loss."

When I was in Australia, A pink boy told me, "If you can finish you Master Degree and settle your problem within 2 years, we will get married two years later."

I don't have anything to do in Hongkong, So If I do not lie down on the bed, I would walking around the airport. In a small shop, I find some pink color and sky blue color pens, I buy 6 pens.

Everyday, I feel that I am in a dream, People seem so far even they are just nearby me. During my time in Hongkong, they do not torture me and seldom harass me. I can sleep very well at night. I look very slim and pale. I always wear the blue shirt and black skirt. If I feel cold, I will wear my black coat. I always use my pen to draw a rose very carefully. and slowly my rose looks like rose.

12 April 2002

This is a real travel in my life; this is a travel that I use my whole life and uses my whole heart to look for, to wait, to hope, and to remember. This travel is nothing related memory. But this travel is just to achieve a soul experience, to achieve a real experience that something in the heart. It is like Hong Kong´s scenery outside the window, surrounding by mountains. Actually I only can see a very simple world, but the lights are still brilliant. Opposite my room 1180, it is the waiting hall of the airport and far high building and brilliant coastline. It is like my waiting, I can see the glimmer, but it still need to walk a long way to touch it. Only when I really sit under the light, I will feel the real warm and safe of the light. I don´t have wild ambition. I am only waiting for a promise. Maybe a promise will be changed after rising wind and scudding clouds of the world. But in the God´s eyes, a promise is a living seed. This seed grows in God´s caring. It will grow to an ever green tree; this ever green tree will grow in a rose garden. When the entire roses are blossoming, I will sit under the trees and read books.

13 April 2002

In Hong Kong airport, I buy some books. Because the ticket officer says no ticket for Thailand on 12 April, so I have to wait in the airport for one night. Sitting in a a sofa in front of the window, tears rolling in my eyes quietly. Even torturers did not torture me at Hong Kong, but my heart is like a raining day. Even my smile is also looks like with tears rolling down. An African boy who is about 20 years old is also sitting nearby me at the airport; he says that he is going to New Zealand.

On 13 April about 6am, I check-in. A custom officer sees my passport and leds me to a small office and talks with me for a while. He asks me:" Do you have any troubles in Hong Kong?" I say:" No!" He asks:" Do you need any help?" He asks another lady come, and that lady says to me: "You have one day over stay in Hong Kong, We can give you another 7 days time to stay in Hong Kong, and you must go to the immigration office to get your passport chopped. If you insist to leave Hong Kong today, you have to pay HK$130 as penalty." I say:" I would pay the penalty and leave Hong Kong today."

I wait for a long time; until they give back my passport and another lady sends me to the airplane.

Sitting in the airplane, I don´t think too much. The moon is very bright, I can see the bright moon hang in the dark blue sky, so clean, so clear and so high. I am still very weak, so most of the time, I am closing my eyes and listening to the music:" One world we can make, all wonders love can bring….. The whole world following you, to the leader of the land"

Arriving to Thailand, I start to listen to another song:" It´s me you are looking for." The melody of the music can just fit my slowly walk pace. After leave Australia, those voices always say:" Spy! Spy!" I am very tired of their voices. I declare to them: I am not a spy who steals other´s secrets." And all those people who join me to initiate One World, even for spies, also can do much more things than just stealing other´s secrets. Spy is also a kind of job; it is same with police, soldier, banker, business owner, computer engineer, accounting, lawyer or even a cleaner. I tell those voices:" If you want to employ a spy, you can go to employ S. She is even better than me."

One world through love, care and respect, peace and environment is the first three things that we are initiating. In Thailand airport, I book a very cheap hotel. A young driver sends me to that hotel, His grandfather was from China. Around the hotel, there are some construction areas, dirt flying everywhere.

Next day, 3 people come to me and bring me to visit 3 temples. The first temple has a 700 years old golden statue of Buddha. The second temple has a 300 years old statue of Buddha; the third temple has a 100 years old statue of Buddha. I do not come into the first and the second temple because the clouded visitors. At the third temple, I see very carefully about each statue.

I go to American Embassy to ask them that I wish to go to USA to see Doctors, but a lady tells me that she must report to their authorities and ask me to wait for at least one month in Thailand. I tell her I can´t wait for such a long time.

Most of my time, I stay in Hotel. One day, I come back from outside, I find that my luggage are touched by someone, I loss one book, a book about the Bible and they even put a China ID inside my luggage. I don´t not see that ID, just put inside my bag. Everyday, I order food from down stair´s Restaurant; they would send the food to my room.

When I am in the hotel, I read books; I listen to music almost 24 hours everyday. The music makes me sleep very well everyday. I write down some aphorisms:

(1) Use modest maintains body; use virtue maintains heart; use benevolence maintains myriads of things; use moral maintain generation by generation.

(2) In adverse circumstances, we should open up; in smooth circumstances, we should restrain; intelligence is like mirror, happiness, riches and honor erect it; difficulties and hardships will mill it.

(3) Reputation conspicuous from mortification (humiliation); Moral integrity rise from bear patiently.

(4) Staying alone should be aloof; staying with other people should be friendly; nothing happening should be clear; something happening should be resolute and decisive; complacent should be coolly; disappoint should be perfect composure.

(5) To have good moral quality like fine gold and precious jade, must forge from raging fire;

(6) To establish great success, must cross very slight ice.

Some voices say they would join me to initiate one world. On 17 April 2002 I write the first initiation:" Love your enemies like you love yourself. Love your neighbors; no murder, no steal, no adultery, no violence. Put down your weapons and stop fight at night."

When I am in Thailand, Torturers do not torture me, but they still keep harassing me with their voices. So I listen to my CD everyday, 24 hours. Those CD is like my very closed friends, companying me all the time. I regard the CD as my most closed friend and I feel that when I am crying, he is crying; when I feel happy, he is happy; when I am down, he trys to make me up; when I am ancious, he trys to calm me. And at night, if I listen to the CD, I can sleep very well. Sometime I feel so sorry to the CD, because the singer has to sing 24 hours for me everyday.

My health is getting better in Thailand. So I decide to go back Melbourne to study my Master Degree. I think those people who have been remotely torturing and harassing me must have already left Australia, so I can go back to continue my study.

I send 2 letters to America, one to the White House to Mr. Geoge W. Bush and one to United Nation to Mr. Kofi Annan to wish them help me. Because I still believe those people who say that they were able to torture and harass me because I was poisoned by a kind of advanced radioisotopes, because these radioisotopes, the voices could torture and harass me. I have talked to many people, but most of them could not believe this, they said:" You must have mental problem, we never heard such technologies."

In Thailand, there is suddenly a hearsay coming out:" She can not go back China, if she goes back to China, she will be put into the jail immediately."

I buy an air ticket to Melbourne (only because I wish to finish my Master Degree but not waste my time and my life in these terrorist who use weapons to torture and harass innocent, legal, unarmed and defenseless people)". The flight stops at Sydney for a while and then flies to Melbourne again.

At Melbourne air port, few people bring me to a place, they say they will help me to arrange an apartment to say, but when we reach there, it is a small jail. They jail me for 3 days and tell me that my Australia visa was cancelled, and send me to Thailand, after I arrive Thailand; they jail me for another few days.

Only the first day in Thailand, I quarrel with them, but no one can tell me the reason they jail me. The next few days, I talk with those guards friendly. I try to make friends with them. And ask one of them buy food for me from outside, because I am fasting, so I can not eat their food. There is one girl who always helps me to buy foods and fruits, but another would not help me. If they do not buy food for me from outside, I would sit quiet and eat nothing. Most of my time, I am very quiet and stay alone, there are some people who are jailed there trying to talk with me, I will always just smile and listen to them. Sometimes, I also try to eat a little bit of their food just don´t want to add difficulties to those young guards. One day, an African boy asks me:" Why you don´t call for help?" I tell him:" my mobile could not work here." He gives me a telephone card and gives me a telephone number, tell me this is one of Thailand airport immigration officer´s number. I also ask those young guards, who is in charge of them, one boy also gives me a telephone number. I make few phone calls. Second day, a lady come to bring me out the jail and send me to airplane to Guangzhou China.

In Thailand, I lost my camera, because in the jail I take some pictures, one of the guards takes my camera away and they never return back to me.

After arrive Guangzhou, I look very dirty. I have not taken bath for many days. I book a hotel room; take a good bath; go to the restaurant to take a very good dinner; and have a very good sleep. I even take some time to go to a shopping center to buy some clothes.

Second day, I fly to Qingdao and stay in a hotel for one night and one of my bags is stolen. I lost some jewelry, clothes, documents and the China ID which they put to my bag in Thailand also lost.

Because they follow my track and surveillance me and torturing and harassing me using their wireless mind control weapons, I think it is very dangerous to me and my family. So I do not go back home. I fly to Shanghai next day.

Even I had been to Shanghai many years ago, but I don´t have many memories about it.

May 2002

I can not see any hope of my future. Maybe after I finish all my money, I will use my last one cent to buy a rose for myself. But when I don´t have even one cent with me, where I will stay? What I am going to do? I am under mind reading surveillance and mind control torture and harass for a long time. My every word, my every action will make those voices laugh. I think I am much better than a lot of people. But why there is such a group people who hates me so much and trys to harm me and brings suffering to my life. Is it my problem or this world has problem?

There are 4 original reasons for me to make "One world" group:

(1) I did not want to see any quarrels and did not want to see any wars. I wished people involved in my matter would keep a peaceful mind.

(2) I wished people involved in my matter would take some responsibility to do something good.

(3) I wished to give those people a chance to correct their mistakes if they could drop their weapons and stop torturing and harassing.

(4) I against torture. For those bad people who using their wireless weapons to tread on Human Rights and Destroy Freedom, and they never wanted to correct their mistakes, I wished those good people who know wireless weapons can work with me together to sentence these bad people to the jail.

I arrive to Shanghai on 4 May, and book a room in Shanghai International Convention Center. After I arrive to the hotel, I find the check up is very strict. I think there must be a very important meeting and there must be some very important people staying there. I am under mind reading surveillance, and remote mind control weapon abuse and torture , and these voices are very cruel and inhuman. I don´t wish to bring any dangerous to other people. I call a taxi to Hilton Hotel. I take a bath and start to look for a long term accommodation.

Through a property agent, I rent an apartment. I shift to the apartment on 6 May. And I go to buy a mobile phone and some books. On 7 May, I go to post office to send an EMS letter to United Nations and also a letter to New Zealand.

I had applied New Zealand PR since 2001, and I got the approval letter when I stayed in Australia. But because these voices started torturing and harassing me and so many things happened during that period, I could not take time to go to New Zealand.

The first week I stay in Shanghai, they do not torture and harass me. I go to buy some food and also go to buy some CD. But since the second week, they start to torture and harass me very cruelly. And most of the time I have to lie down on the bed. They even don't allow me to sleep at night for few days. I have to call a cleaner to help me, send letters; buy food; clean house. They start disturbing me listening to music, they never done that before. On 21 Jul, I send some CD to United Nations; I wish that those CD can record their disturbing voices.

Their voices sound from neighbors. So I even make a mistake when I write letters to United Nations. I say:" They are in my neighbor because their voices sound come from neighbors house."

There are also some people come to my room and search my things when I am not home.

From the Television, I see many people wear ties which the color I like very much. No matter whether they know it is my favorite color or they don´t know it is my favorite color, it is still a grateful thing for me. This always makes me to remember a story:"

A 35 years old father and a 5 years old son. The father wears a rubber dragon on the collar. His son spends a long time to make the rubber dragon as a Christmas gift for his father. He says:" The good willing is the most important thing!" even the rubber dragon is very cheap and poor workmanship, but it is from the real love. In this world what can compare with love! That poor workmanship rubber dragon is more valuable than the whole national treasury in his father´s eyes.

Since in Australia, I told everyone who involved my matter, I don't like everyone to talk about my past life. It would be the top secret for me in the world. In Dec 2001, I was 1 years old, and Jan 2002, I am 2 years old.

Those voices always say that there were only 2 people that they have tortured and harassed, they say:" you are worth several cities." But since I was in Australia, I told everyone, if they could put down their weapons, I did not want even one cent from them.

My "one world" is cheap and poor workmanship, but it is from my deep heart and my whole wish. From TV, I see African Union; I see peace talk; I see environment meeting…….I appreciate God and appreciate everyone who have been doing something for a normal Chinese girl´s wishes; for her suffering; I thank for the respect and love.

I also can see my favorite color from people who are on TV.

What is the most valuable thing in the world? Maybe it is the father´s tie which is made by his 5 years old son. Even it is not suitable for his clothes, but the father still wears it and attends the most important meetings. That is good willing. that is love. Is there anything more valuable than love?

On July 2002, I give another initiation:" make a love world". We can call everyone to work once for love; to help elders to clean house; to visit orphaned; to go to clean the railway station, to pick rubbish, or donation money to help one child to go to school.

While I staying in Shanghai, I read some books: macro-economics, micro-economics, some other books and I learn French.

I also send a letter to United Nations to convey my strong wish to go to School to study. Because those voices tortures and harassed me and did not allow me study in Australia, so I wish that I can go to other country to study. I receive a letter from United Nations and tell me even they can not support my study personally, but they give me an address of Europe Union where they have some information for higher education.

One day, I also go to Peace Hotel to have a breakfast. I see 2 Australian men and one Chinese man taking their food and they are talking about. One of them says:" I have been to Hong Kong, Thailand and Guangzhou." The Chinese man says:" It is hard to live a life in Europe."